The Cup is Half FULL

Alrightee. Its been an awful long time since I've had a meaningful blog. So its time.

Life is going really well right now. Praise God. Altho, the last few months have honestly been a roller-coaster of emotions. I really didnt anticipate that the move back home would bring about so many krazy emotions in me. While it was expected and a given, it all just took me by surprise. For a while I did try to make a trip at least once a month back to Irvine, but the milage and time it took were toiling. This funky post-college period is best described by Jennifer Aniston when she was asked to describe life after-Friends: "What am I supposed to do with Rachel, just put her in a box or a closet." Much like the former Rachel Green, I too felt like I was going through an identity crisis. I've been this krazy, ADHD, bipolar, interpretive dancing, emotionally-cry at virtually anything, kluzty, on beat dancing (LoL), Regfoo. And all of a sudden, I had to be put in a box and become an adult overnite. And all these "Who am I" type of questions kept plaguing me. It was quite an abrupt transition.

But the hardest thing was that I kept looking at things with the wrong set of eyes. My focus was more on the cup being half empty: I was hundred miles away from my friends, lost in a desert literally and figuartively, I no longer had a community to worship with, I was lost as to what path to take in life...blah blah blah. But after months of this blah state, I finally force myself to just accept how things are. And let go! And I realized that through all this changes I forgot to take Him with me on the journey. And that's why it was so empty and why I felt so alone. So I slowing finding my way back and beginning the journey to redefine Reg!

Life was never that bad to beginning with. My perspective was just a lil clouded. Things have really been going well. There are so many blessings in my life! Amen! My cousin's preganant, my dad is getting calls for work, my family's healthy, my sister is kicking ass in Seattle, Liwanag is stronger than ever, I'm hang out more, catching up with old friends, work is going great, praying more, finding music once again, remembering the good times, discovering a christian station in the AV, and that's only to name a few. Everything is looking up. Its all in the way you look at the cup. And praise God...my cup is most definitely half FULL!!!